This is Ryan. He is the love of my life. He has allowed me to be myself. So for the first time in my entire life I can be who I am. So, who am I?
 I am a 32 year old Bi-sexual woman who believes in witch craft, psychic abilities, other worlds, and aliens. I absolutely LOVE this planet and all the life on it, I am an extreme naturist and an animal fanatic. I absolutely just want to be free, but I want a home to come back to. I want to be free to enjoy all that life has to offer me, because I know I have a lot to give. I am the best of every kind of person, I am a girly girl and a tom boy, I love tattoos and piercings and pain.. I also really enjoy just being loved and cuddled and admired for my ability to be so many things. I am a child, a whore, a mother, and the only girl you would ever want to bring home to your mother. I live a secret life. Which no one knows about.
Ryan had an inkling that I was into girls. Back home in Havre, MT, I had struggled with being attracted to girls, my whole life. It just wasn't really ok to be gay. People made fun of you. However, being a lesbian would have been easier, I wasn't a full on lesbian either. I am a very rare case who enjoys the rush of pleasing a man with my mouth AND pleasing women with any means necessary. I am an erotic woman. I enjoy writing and reading erotic literature. I watch porn. My favorite scenes are, you guessed it, girl on girl, but I hate the kind that are all for show, I want to really see a girl go to town on a vagina.. fingers pumping, mouth sucking, groaning.. grabbing breasts, kissing... Uh! I get turned on just thinking about it. However, I also really enjoy two guys fucking a woman, rough, like really just using her holes.. really fucking away, hard and rough. My fantasy is to have a girl use a strap on, on me, underneath me while my man takes me from behind.. I want first to please her with my mouth and I want him to be pleasing me with his mouth, and then.. his cock. After my pussy has been creamed by me, I'd like to tighten that strap on and get on top of her, letting him fuck my ass.. giving me the most amazing double stuff ever. This has only been a fantasy, until now. Now I have the ability to make it a reality and I've never been happier.